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monday-the librarians had their installation during assembly and i was kinda amazed that the whole event went in a fast pace. unlike mgs. it was so grand back then. so yea.. the librarians start to wear their black vest for males and black skirts for females. siewfong, chihyan and i kinda joked about kahmun's skirt. lol
the mooncakes are being distributed and i dont quite satisfied with the packaging.
lessons before recess was quite mundane. khai jee came to inform me that pk hem was looking for me during recess and i was shocked because seeing pk hem is not a good news. i wonder, have i committed any offence? i was scared...i confirmed with him again and again and finally he admitted he made a mistake. he was blur. it was actually pk koku who wanted to see me....LOL...
MUET lessons was in multimedia room and my tension i faced was just a waste. she kind of change the format of the report, resulting us to re-do. thank god i did not actually sacrifice my sleep to force myself to finish up the report. this time, i make sure i divide the job equally because having to do the report alone is ...how to say...it almost took my life...
but kein yau was being the rebellious one. the teacher said we can actually put pics maybe pic of members arguing or fighting in appendix so sokwai suggested that can put pic of me and kein yau 'fighting'....i just giggled. i thought it wont happen. i thought i could stand kein yau's immature acts but i was wrong. i was kind of shooting him and he shot back and yea...we were arguing about printer stuffs...bad kein yau... it totally spoiled my image...lol....but it was kinda fun (the 'fight') cause i know he wouldnt mind....do u, kein yau?(in case u are reading this) heez...
followed bubu's car home. and started revising upon reaching home and online once in a while but when the clock striked 9.30, i was totally dozed off... damn sleepy.

tuesday- rained in the morning. sokwai was absent today... she told me how she wished that she will be sick enough to not to present in school and she did it but it's not good also la..means she fell sick...sigh..she has to take pills. i know she doesnt like it. but anyway, sokwai,do take a good rest. keep healthy! i want u back in school!^^
and today only did i realise i havent touch my calculator since the day before. not until physics lesson and when i opened the lid, i was shocked to discover some liquid paper markings on it saying, ' do u love me?' and i memang knew who did it. i shouted at kein yau....he promised to clean it. notti notti kein yau...
physics periods though long but the time passed quite fast. we did revision. and it seems that i hardly able to answer any of it..sigh...
gotta study hard.wish me luck~!

i know i shouldnt be blogging now.
no doubt i'm really tensed right now cause MUET project still undone. and it's lots more. not little. i wonder how late i'll go to bed tonight. i guess my classmates will see me with panda eyes on the first day when school reopens. sigh...
anyway, yesterday was the most tiring day i had.
as early as 8 am, i'm out of house for swimming with kaiteng and siewfong after fetching bro to school. the swim was just a while. at 9, we headed for bb because we were having exco meeting.we were late but bubu was even later.lol..because he went hiking at kledang hill. the exco meeting was rather inactive so when they asked for suggestions, me and kaiteng tried to voice out some but see see, most got rejected. is it most? i dont think any of our suggestions were accepted. our suggestions that bad meh? is visiting a snake temple so wrong? i actually had the urge to suggest going kek lok si because it's indeed a beautiful place and got things to shop for. does it sound so wrong for christians to visit temple? i am non-christian and i visit church and mosque so what's the problem? even the caucasians visit temples. and i wonder why isn't visiting orphanage considered as community service? i feel indeed disappointed having attended the meeting and wasted my saliva for trying to suggest something but none is accepted. i shall keep quiet next time and let them decide whatever they wanna do. whatever i voiced out seems to disappeared into thin air.sigh... but bah...dont care ler...happy thing was kinwai came at lunchtime and thus, we went for lunch together. nice seeing him again. and it was nice chatting with him though it was a short conversation. we had lunch at big tree leg. i thought it was just a small group but turns out wenghong called along some of his old acs friends as well. after that, sokwai bubu and i made an early leave for maths tuition. felt really sleepy.
after tutition, went parade for awhile to help mum buy her stuffs and i thought of trimming my eyebrow but it was long queue so i gave up. and the mall was full of malays. those real 'lala' kind. felt so insecured so rushed home instead to change pants cause we were going for a hike at kledang hill! no doubt it was real suffering.stamina is so low.could only reach the mid hill. but i'm kinda surprised i dont have muscle ache till now. upon reaching home after hiking and after bath and dinner, more sufferings to face-stupid muet project, which i'm still struggling on till now. SIGH.....wish me luck~!

omg..i feel like giving up dy...
MUET project....
what am i doing?
i just dont know where to start
and rupa-rupanya i'm still clueless about the whole project thing
and the statistics made me headache...
got do equal to didnt do..
in the end, when i merge them up, i still need to re-do..
sigh...
i have the urge to tell teacher lets make it individual report...
i dont wanna do the printing again...
it made me cry....

i promised myself that i would do revision after chemistry tuition but again, mission failed. at first, i thought of only listening to songs that kept in my computer but ended up onlining-facebook and youtube...sigh... able to download some techno musics. but did nothing related to studies. not until my bro was back, then i started turning myself into books but not textbooks. instead, i was indulging myself in reading a novel that i've deserted for a few weeks after flipping some pages. great thing i could finish it up just before i went out for hangout at the sppk night market. the book is mainly about a female who became a publicist of a VERY famous french rockstar after being cheated by his fiance back in U.S. and found new life in france and adapted french kissing(not exactly the kisses) and eventually fell in love with a french reporter and more importantly, all these take place in france, the nation of love. paris-beautifully constructed and no man other than french could be that romantic, as the author said so. omigosh! i could feel myself fallen in love with the city and..... the men, maybe. LOL.
just came back from a night market hangout with some mgs friends. love the heat actually...LOL...intentionally bought a bunch of hairbands to tie my long thick hair.. ate lok lok as well and bought a DJ remix disc. i love techno~! bumped into eelin. she still likes to bully me..aiks..bumped into irene and her friend as well as some other people whom i've met but couldnt recall when and where. rested for awhile at eexin's house before mum rang me for home.

highest divorce rates in US

no doubt americans regard marriage as nothing. when the feeling is gone, they divorce. oh com'on, marriage is not about feeling, it's about the responsibility. especially when you have children. been together for years and yet, the relationship can just end like that? ridiculous!
after times of transfering data from one hp to another only did i realise that i actually still do not know how to use bluetooth. i realise that every time i transfer stuffs, sokwai was by my side guiding me. malu aje...hehe...

people balik kampung i also balik kampung

selamat hari raya~!

due to avoid traffic jams on highways , DPM announced that friday as holiday,which is supposingly a happy news for me but turned out causing me more chaos than good. it caused many of my plans screwed up. thanks to our 'great' DPM...sigh...not only that the bday celebration gotta be pushed forward, i gotta rush on my MUET project, thinking that i could at least pass some work for fellow members to do but i failed and also, making friday a hol causes stpm trial maths postponed to after hol, resulting the sixth form society to cancel its farewell dinner at MP because most senior members cant turn up. one FOC dinner gone for us~! boo the govt!

on raya eve,which was saturday, i had BB meeting to attend.i was indirectly forced to attend the meeting and had to be early because sokwai's shoes was with me. {censored} thought of going parade after tuition to buy some stuffs as well as to trim my eyebrow but the mall was so crowded with cars jamming into the overpacked mall full of people, so i ended up getting nothing but turning few rounds the mall in the rain. besides, earlier, for lunch, sokwai and i actually went to econsave's ho ho chak to have curry mee. it is undeniable that the curry was awesome but the 'liu' wasn't my cup of tea. had heart-to-heart talk again with sokwai during tuition and i was shocked by my new discovery. shall not mention because i choose to close one eye and rather forget about it. at night, i had a grand reunion with friends. did not talk much but was happy enough to see their faces and listen to them. aww.. i miss them already....

on raya 1st, family and i headed for penang,more spcifically, bukit mertajam, in the mainland, to visit my grandma. in the middle of the journey only did i realise that we'll stay in penang for 2 nights instead of one. thank god i brought along school stuffs with me to do and hooray, i managed to finish it on day2. and thank god i could access to the net. wireless connection..heez...anyway, penang is indeed an amazing place for food-lovers. i realise that i eat specially alot whenever i'm back in penang. the best part was special penang laksa with ais kacang. glorious~! besides, went window-shopping with mum. mum bought her stuffs la but not me because i forgot to bring cash and mum was not willing to be my sponsor. but she bought me sunglasses, not the sophisticated kind la. just suitable for me when i'm driving. so basically, 3days gone doing nothing related with studies. i better off getting enough rest for study tomorrow! gambate~!

i really have the urge to scream into this fella that if u cant hand me this task up by this date due to some prob, i can tell you that i cant finalise it up too by the real day!!!!!dun expect me to wipe ur sh*t off!
excuses excuses and excuses....i'm fed up!
i WANT it now!!!
another wasted day...

slept for 12 hours.
went dozing off accidentally last night at 7++ pm and ended up waking up at 8 the next morning and never felt like doing anything except listening to jay chow's songs.




in love with jay chow's songs....

i certainly must go his concert one day when it is held in malaysia and sing along with the huge crowd!

frustration--->relief--->joy--->satisfaction--->relaxation

i was frustrated by the fact that friday is a holiday. thanks to our DPM that i had to rush to get my tasks settled by today instead of friday. anyway, thank God i managed to get most done except from some such as MUET project. i still couldnt get my draft done to be checked by ms chang. i guess i have finish up most of the things up gelar. sokwai is going to be really busy as well. cham la both of us! that's why both of us vowed to become guai lui for the hol week by staying at home most of the days to get our stuffs done as well as to do revision for finals which is just 1 month away!!!! besides, was really frustrated over celebration etc...original plan was ruined by the hol news.
however, things got better when lee said no tutorial for the day! hooray! time was indeed the prime factor. as long as time allows, things could run smoothly.
PA teacher did not attend class so we had plenty of time to fool around. we were already in holiday mood and praba tried to play a prank on me and he did it. it was a funny scene. the class was quite noisy actually that the teacher next door dropped by to 'tegur' us. let's view it positively, this shows that 6RB can be merry at times.
btw, mahendran came in for awhile to teach lil things on pie chart. no doubt he's a good PA teacher.
i was really nervous during MUET. i thought i would be able to do speaking today but it is postponed to after raya. sigh...gonna get heart attack again. my hands were terribly cold and pale. could see purple nails and grey skin. mingru passed me some warmth. thank her lots!heeez. anyway, since there were 15 min left, yiwen taught us what she learnt from debate. lol.. it was pretty interesting...
after that...we celebrated birthday for the september babies namely tick yau, yi wen and chee hong. the whole class celebrated together. thank them for co-operating....and i seriously hope the birthday babies did enjoy themselves.
took some pics and uploaded in facebook so check them out there la!
no ping pong meeting today so can go home early. and i thought of doing some work in the evening. instead, i wasted my time on editting pics and facebook-ing...hate myself...
anyway, that's all for today...
happy holiday! and selamat hari raya!
play hard.. dont forget studies oh!^^

i get frustrated when things are out of my control...
i easily feel guilt.
i feel guilty for not approaching to tell what i exactly think about .. .
call me coward.
if both parties chose to avoid, let it be.but i'm forever prepared for a talk.
for now, i hope for a better future.
~world peace~
dont blame me if i break promises because i'm fed up of promises. there is no promise in this world. nobody is perfect and everyone thinks differently. u assured me that it would be interesting and i gave in but when i'm part of it, it's not nice at all and when i put less commitment than i am supposed to, u blame me. oh come on! u told the all the good stuffs about it and when i experience it myself, not only it is the opposite of whatever sh*t u told me at the first place and that's why i am not committed and after that,u treated me like....? arghh! pissed me off!
u should be grateful that i've put in effort to give way.(wondering why am i always the one giving way)-did i? blah....
u should also be grateful that i've keep my words much below limit. dont ever try to trigger my nerves . it would be shocking and you certainly wouldnt like to hear.
i'm a straightforward person. it is undeniable. i voice everything out.be it something nice to me or not.i dont care. i'll just say anything i felt about it regardless of what others think because those are what i exactly thought deep in my mind.my critics may be too harsh sometimes and i barely praise so i guess most people hate it when i open my mouth. most words that blurted from my mouth are hurtful. i'm sorry but i wont change myself, unfortunately. because this is who i am and i hope my friends can accept for who i am. trustworthy is indeed important when it comes to friendship, to me. i realize as i grow up, more and more people are turning into fakers. they wear mask all the times. they dont reveal their true emotions and we hardly know what they actually think in their heads and people tend to distance themselves from these fakers so dont blame others if no one is there for you when you needed one someday.
anyhow, i'm not speaking of anyone in particular so please dont 'tersentuh' for what i've mentioned above. my main point here is to tell that being straightforward is no good. my words hurt people's feelings. so, i'm sorry if you cant take it. i can try to talk less and think before i wanna say something. do give me time to adapt alright? and dont expect a drastic change unless u want me to become one of the fakers as well.

a busy week i had

procrastination is my weak point. the deadline for the notice board competition was just around the corner and i am responsible for 2 boards. working at the eleventh hour is really frustrating. but it was all my fault. i should had them done earlier. well, the 2 boards i were in charged of are namely Boys' Brigade and Voyager Board. i really do hope to win. at least i can contribute something for the boards as well as to beautify the achievement record for both boards. unfortunately, both boards are in the same category. so sad. anyway, i would like to thank sokwai, wenghong ,yiwen and weikang for helping. i know i shouldn't have make you guys do this. so sorry. and thanks again!
thank God this chapter of maths we are learning now is ..can be said as easy so i actually skipped most questions so that i had more time on board stuffs.
MUET lessons were extremely boring.....babbling about project stuffs and not a single word could get into my ear at all.
got scolded ,( just minor teguran ni), by pn lee about attendance stuff.. hate that..
my japanese bun constantly drew attention especially rajendran, my PA teacher. whenever i were near, he will touch my bun. sweat....i dont like that it attracts people but i do like tying bun because the hair will be all tied up resulting no mess in case when the wind blows and my hair will be flown towards my face. mum suggested me to cut the hair like hers. i've always have the urge but never dare cause my hair is too precious to me. it's my baby....
co-cu activities....i enjoyed most during sixth form soceity meeting, with jonathan as our president. i can say that he's the funniest president i've ever seen. and we planned to have a farewell party at MP. steamboat. totally FOC for everyone and they will be approximately 20 members. see how rich the society is! LOL. choir was just okay. ping pong meeting for this week wasnt that great compared to previous weeks. only me and cahmun the only 2 females in the hall. and others are skilful players. i did not play a second. i felt small. anyway, gave munkean a ride home after that. dont see him cute externally. no doubt he's adorable but personally i feel he's kinda serious actually. and he is indeed helpful. as for BB, it was a LONG day. grateful that at least i learnt something but the best part was chatting with siewfong and kaiteng. we used to be really close and separated in the middle so i am clueless about what happened to them during that period and thus, shared some history about ourselves. it's nice to hear so much from them. plus, we planned to go for swimming during raya break. and we so gonna have a long chat then. and oh, during dismissal, we actually hide in the toilet cause we were afraid of the heat from the sun.honeslt i rather get half attendance than speeding up my aging rate.btw, gbp work that friday was pretty light. sokwai and i went oldtown at ipoh padang for lunch. love the place lots. were at the library before going for maths tuition. and mr.goh informed us that the class will be extended another 30 mins both classes per week... pengsan...2 hours pun sudah cukup memenatkan. unbearable...wish me luck...
sokwai accompanied me to econsave before driving her to omega to attend her first PA lesson with munjun. kahseng stood them up. LOL.
sundays, as usual. did nothing much except from attending a 3-hour class in the morning and back at home for a short nap before going out again for dance class. managed to do some maths at night and now, i'm blogging!
gotta get up early the next day for school. dreadful..
so yea..chiao~!

reminiscing the past...


i've actually developed a few pictures with the help of sokwai but uploaded only 1 here and it's enough to bring me back to the times when my close friends and i were having fun together.i really miss those times ! btw, it happened that sokwai passed me these developed pics at school and some of my classmates actually seen it and jamie, my classmates agreed entirely that you are pretty especially your eyes! hehe.. be proud!!
i've posted a notice about reunion in my msn space and also the class blog. i sincerely hope that most of us could turn up. i'm all excited now!

facebook can be so addictive..
i'm once again not a good girl..sigh...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EEXIN!!!


a happening day i had today. sokwai was right. wednesday is always so busy, and that's why, she's always skipping lunch on Wednesday. she had no choice.
the road where i usually park my car was being reconstructed and thus, i and some mates got to remove our cars from the spot and thank god some upper sixes were absent so i parked mine on one of the lots.
why busy day for me? i had 2 notice boards in charged of and deadline is..err... i mean the evaluation day ( this is for notice board competition) will be on thursday. but i consulted from munkiet, who happens to be one of the jury, and he promised to only evaluate mine on friday. hopefully he keeps his promise ler...
so basically, we were doing some board handicraft at the back of the class when lessons were boring. sokwai and wenghong helped too..thank god... sigh..my fault..do everything the last min... hate myself for this bad habit of mine.. when will i change?
sixth form society meeting was darn funny esp with jonathan yeh as our president....i ask him got hp? 3g? he answer' yea, i'm using digi'...LOL
ping pong meeting 2moro. gonna play with jojo again! heez!

sundays-as usual...tuition classes in the morning. subject: english. one of my mates is yee wen, by the way. she's only form 3 and studies at poilam public school. she's quite brilliant. anyway, been sleeping a lot during the day these days. mainly due to the internet addiction. recently, been hooking to the net till late night.. err...i mean, early morning of the next day . if you ask me what i do on the internet, i doubt i myself know the exact reason. so yea, did not manage to finish my essays as planned. written only another 1 paragraph so far. sweat# anyway, resumed dancing lesson. mum was questioning me the other day, ' i thought u dont have enough time for homework dy. and now u are back for dancing classes, will u be able to cope?' honestly, it is indeed true that i dont have that much time but dancing is my interest and no matter what, i just cant resist the urge of taking up the lesson. be it my hobby.i returned to beginners' class since I've not been attending classes for months.anyhow, since i have a strong foundation, i could catch up quite quickly but sadly, since i'm among the tall ones and quick-learners, i was asked to do the male steps for couple dance. sigh.. how i wish i can have male friend to help me out with this matter.^^
poilam private school had their annual food fair this morning and i was unable to turn up this year. my parents went. bought lottssa food back.. muahaha..

i cant believe that the brother of kityi that i missed since he left the tuition centre i attended when i was in standard 5 is munkean. lol. i actually did not recognize him till he told me that i look familiar. in text, he wrote,' i think i saw you when i was a kid'. yea..sounds like i'm old now. i memang old geh. i remember eepeng, me and chinhui used to adore him like a lot. he had chubby face. that's just soooo cute! still cute la... cant believe that i could meet him again this year. and good thing is, he still remembers me..haha.
love fridays! esp today! though it's tiring....
physics lesson this morning was hilarious with mr leong's funny stories. dog's bone,pee in refrigerator...omigosh...darn funny!
weikang was so lame-with his self-created mini laptop which is actually a picture cut out from a flyer and declared that he bought a laptop.
went to mgs after school. reasons: simply miss mgs, feel like visiting the people and miss the food especially!
went to parade with sokwai to shop for materials for notice boards. i dont quite remember when exactly was the last time we really hangout together but she said it's been a while so yea...