Naikiru

the seventh month of lunar calendar has just started and today,unfortunately, i've bumped into a ghost. as usual, my aggressive driving caused me to receive unwelcomed loud honk by another driver who was driving furiously. the driver was a lady. with the bad sign she was showing with her middle finger, her witch-looking face and the ghostly make up she put on made her look indeed like a ghost.
anyway, back to serious matter, i was indeed exhausted last evening after returning from shopping with mum and thus, i slept in the living room on the sofa just opposite the buddha altar. i slept for hours and drifted deeply into wonderland. at one particular moment, i felt uncomfortable. i could hear breath, a heavy breath. i tried to open my eyes.but could only open a millimeter wide. and i saw a dark shadow. i thought my brother was playing a prank with me. i thought the breath was his. honestly, i felt indeed uneasy. my head was heavy. i tried to see whether my bro was there playing a prank with me but i could not move AT ALL! i assume that i was too exhausted until i couldnt move but what the feeling was as if something was pressing me, preventing me from getting up. as i struggled, the sound of the breath got louder. and as i tried to open my eyes, i could see my brother playing with the laptop.my vision was blurred by some dark shadow. i guess it was just an illusion. it was a samar-samar shadow. macam ada mata. i'm not sure. i became panic. i wasnt sure what exactly was happening. i wonder it is called, 'bei guai dat' but..it was during daytime and in front of the altar? ridiculous. anyway, i was really scared and all i knew was i just have to be strong to prevent the spirit from taking control of me, if it's the case. i am still uncertain why i called out my brother's name instead of citing some prayer. this shows how not religious i am. that's the main reason i'm reluctant to join religious camps. i never felt comfortable during those camps.anyway, i'm glad that though i was exhausted, i could still gain some strength at last and the sound of breath and shadow just disappeared instantly. i asked my bro whether he heard me calling for him, he said no. weird. i remembered i called quite loudly.
it may not sound scary to you but it was really scary to me but when i thought of it, it seems nuisance to me. why dont this happen to small children? oftenly, we hear teenagers or adults experiencing 'bei guai dat'. was it just their illusion? maybe it was due to stress. when someone is stressed out, he may think negatively and tend to imagine stuffs.
do you get what i mean?
i seriously need to seek for religious advice. i feel lost.