Naikiru

uncertain whether i regret going school this morning because funny things do happen everyday and if i stayed at home today,you wont get to read what i'm about to blog here .so let's get it started!

the feeling of having to drag yourself off the bed early in the morning especially on a saturday morning is not great! i was so blur again that i nearly forgot to bring the wrapper that i'm supposed to bring days ago to wrap some voyager thing. and besides, i actually banged the car behind mine this morning. thank god no scratch. nothing. phew~!

the attendance of the upper-sixes is so 'good' so there were plenty of parking lots left empty so me, yiwen and bubu went to drive our cars in!
back to class, someone came to send a message that we will not be having lessons for the whole day because most of the upper-sixes were absent to attend a peningkatan akademik tingkatan 6 talk so the lower-sixes were to substitute them. the fact that we could skip dreadful MUET and maths lessons indeed enlightened us but the talks were as boring. yiwen told me to choose seats at the back rows( the talk was held at lecture hall) so at least we could do our own homework and i could read my novel.at first, mr. paranjothi wanted us to sit according to our respective classes. so as an asst. mo, i should ask my classmates to gather right? i actually turned to the row behind mine to ask the-one-i-thought-was-mun-hing to sit at the row before mine because that was the 2 rows i had chosen for our class. but the fella was saying, 'huh? u talking to who?' rupa-rupanya the fella whom i thought was mun hing was actually mun hing's twinbrother. omg! it was so embarrassing.
before that, i actually went to voyager room, thought of wrapping the voyager thing but turned out that the wrapper wasnt big enough for that thing..sigh..waste my effort bringing that troublesome wrapping plastic. amusing part was when i first stepped into the classroom with that wrapping plastic, sokwai siad, 'was that wrapper u bring to help to wrap munjun and kahseng's books?' LOL.
moving on, nobody actually listened to what the 3 fellas talking crap out there and there was a moment i wanted to ask sokwai, ' if u were informed that you have to attend this kind of talk today, will you come?' i thought of how to ask her for quite a while but i only blurted a few words and she instantly replied , 'no!' swt# how come she knew what i wanted to ask arr? found out that she was thinking the same thing too at that moment.
towards the end of the programme, we had group presentation.
our group leader was kean choong simply because he at the side and thus, we asked him to take those stuffs-mahjong paper and marker pens. on the mahjong paper, we wrote:
nama kumpulan: 茶堡 cha bao (teapot)
visi: nothing is impossible
lencana: a teapot with a drop of water and a teacup
peraturan: never say 'enough'
golden word: water
you probably wonder why on earth we created such a name. the ilham actually came from pn lee's trouble motto.
the concept is...
we treat ourselves like teapot. what are teapots for? to be filled with water. so same thing goes to us human. what do we live for? we dont live simply to eat, sleep , bathe everyday? we live to learn. we are like teapots, ought to be filled with knowledge. that's why our peraturan is, 'never say enough' . we should greed for knowledge for knowledge is as important as water to us. that's why our golden word is water. some actually questioned, ' gaining knowledge is unlimited but once the teapot is full, the water will overflow, so how u link that to human?' i can say that it is undeniable that we have to seek as much knowledge as we can and we are not selfish to share with people around us.in other word, our knowledge 'overflow' in such positive way. some even questioned , ' you just said you arent selfish then why you drew only a drop of water for the badge ?' swt# this is unexpected. thank god my brain could react instantly so i shot him back by saying, ' to view it from the the artistic side, a badge should be simple, nice and meaningful. that's why i drew only a drop of water.' i guess i talked nonsense too long and for that long i had embarrassed myself that the teacher had to stop me. admittedly, my hand was trembling like mad when i was holding the mic. though i was damn nervous, it was quite enjoyable having challenging questions thrown to me and i had to think fast so that i could shoot them back. fun!
i doubt u understand the previous paragraph but anyways, reached tuition centre and kaylynn got a message saying that our group got second place for the presentation. never expect to win at the first place but after being informed that perfecto prefect got the first, i was pissed off. i still think our group was much much better than theirs! let them win simply because they are prefects and think that prefects are always perfect?? oh purlesss....~! (sorry, actually, i am not that pissed off jek la but when talking about winning of course wanna get champion ge mah) :P

The librarian matter resurfaced. initially when i failed the interview, i didnt mind, at all, really but later , after long thought, are the 10 that selected more qualified than me? i think i have the potential and maybe better than some of them but why am i not selected? just because i joined too many clubs?sokwai did console me a bit by saying, give others a chance to show their potential as well.dont think they cant do work because they had not done those things before. this is the time they can show their potential.she's definitely true.also, i did not realize that i would be that busy until kahmun helped to list them all out for me. i seriously didnt realise the responsibilities i have to carry from so many clubs i've joined because i really dont feel the burden at all. owhkay. fine. i am not stupid to apply for librarian if i know i cant cope. u think i am that stupid until burden myself with so many co-cu stuffs and neglect studies?i'm not crazy about getting max co-cu marks. it wont contribute much though for my application to enter local u. i dont think excel academically is everything. i prefer practical learning. i learn from things i do, from people i talked to, from things i observed etc....i've expereienced being a prefect and i learnt about discipline and leadership. now, i want to experience being an asst mo and librarian , hoping to learn something new as well especially from librarian board about AVA stuffs....kahmun promised that she will acquire for me but i doubt i will get the answer i wish to hear so yea...i dont hope high...

i think i scared my friends this afternoon. i had a terrible cough and it was really BAD,i have to admit. i nearly lose my breath. i did not want them to see me in that kind of condition. it made them worried.