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159.An eye opener.Great experience though.

Yesterday was my first day to work as a kindergarten teacher assistant at MMSB.

I was assigned to take care of the 4-year-olds(2011) alongside with Pn.Azizah who is the class teacher. There are only 10 kids for the time being.Pn.Azizah said there will be 20+ when school starts and their parents might watch us in the classroom throughout the day for a few weeks. Seriously,I hate that-the pressure they put on us.

Anyway, things aren't that bad (so far)as told during interview.

What shocked me was the boys and girls actually have bath time and they bathed together in an open bathroom. And I have to help undress them and towel dry them.

There is also this girl who cries a lot! She cant be left alone or she'll cry.A loud one.

Anyway, the kids are real adorable!!!! ( How I wish I could just snap some pics and post them up)They are just so naive. So many things yet to be learnt. Some still cant hold a pencil correctly. Some can barely speak and they crave for attention. Believe me, their pronunciations are indeed amusing.LOL.

I think I will love this job if the parents aren't that demanding.Puan Azizah said the parents of the kids at MMSB love to complain a lot.(which is not nice)

So basically, Pn.Azizah will do the teaching and I help to take care of them-the one watching over the kids during lessons.

An awkward moment was when Puan Azizah asked if I am from Malaysia because of my slang which sounds a bit different. That's rather a weird question.

Most teachers there are married with children and very LOUD. They told me that I have to be stern with the kids sometimes so that they listen, respect as teacher and do not let them treat me as sister or friend.But honestly, I prefer softer means to discipline the kids.

Well, today was just my second day. Things might get better or worse in time to come. But,I am quite proud of myself when I was told that some previous new teachers actually stopped after the first day. Heeez.

158.Post STPM

Let's see what have I done so far after STPM?I believe mine is not as interesting as some others.

On 16 December 2010 Thursday night
It was drizzling while having barbecue party at wenghong's house. It was really shou heng of the weather but nevertheless, we still managed to enjoy ourselves to the fullest. It was an emotional gathering, really.I wonder when will we gather like this again. I will so gonna miss my classmates so much. It's like we hadn't got really close with one another and then we got to separate and go our own paths. Anyway,at the party, I ate mostly chicken wings. It was kind of unexpected that the people actually don't eat that much as we estimated especially the guys. They were playing cards while the girls watch a ghost movie,' Child's Eye', I guess, and believe me, it's not scary AT ALL. No wonder it is available in 3D.LOL. 17 December 2010 Friday Day
Mum suggested it was time for me to look for jobs so owhkay, I thought maybe I should become a temporary kindergarten teacher since I had experience working with children and actually quite like it so I went to this kindergarten in Pasir Putih. Not a very famous one.The Pricipal look through my resume and said ,'Not bad.' Then she asked if I could teach Mandarin if they needed Mandarin teacher.Obviously I can't cause the kids nowadays are no longer learning easy words such as 火,水,草 etc. I said I still prefer English or Malay. I could see her not-so-interested look.So yea, I shall just keep searching.

17 December 2010 Friday Night
My Dance centre had a Christmas party so us students got to perform. I didn't get to practise much before that so I guess I screwed up. I feel like taking up another dance lesson. Either private latin dance or Girls' Hip Hop or Exotic Dance. I don't know which to choose.
18 December 2010 Saturday

Spent the WHOLE day playing TheSIMS 3 while bro is not at home. Yes, we do have few pc but all games are installed into this particular pc which my bro usually use so if he is present, I wouldn't have the chance to even touch it. At night, I went to Kahmun's house for sleepover because we were leaving for KL very early the next morning.

19 December 2010
It wasnt really cold in the train but it was quite dark over our seats and wenghong sat near the door so he had to take the trouble to close the door whenever some irresponsible beings did not bother to close the door.Poor wenghong. Anyway, there was this auntie sitting behind me and sokwai,when reaching the Old KL Railway Station, we saw Heritage Hotel. The auntie was telling her daughter, ' Eh, 这里也有 He-li-te-jes Ho-tel' Sokwai and I was like,' Err....' LOL.
Fast forward to the Comic Fiesta. The event was held at Berjaya Times Square. I thought the hall is a huge one but seriously the place is rather small for such big event. Anway, we did see some awesome cosplayers. Seriously, it was a GREEEAAAAAATTT experience for me. I totally had a great time taking pics with the cosplayers. By the way, we met Tracy and Zhihui there as well and I was like discussing with Tracy what to cosplay the next time we attend an event like such.I am thinking to cosplay as Lacus of Gundam SEED Destiny. But I need my Kira. Heez.
Lacus(the real Lacus in Gundam is more decent)

By the way, we too met a weird cosplayer of Durarara! This fella is quite arrogant. Perhaps it's the character but when I was asking to have a hold of his some kind of 'road sign pole', he answered, 'O'. What do u mean by just 'O'? Is it a yes or no? And when I was returning his pole, he did not redeem it immediately. Instead, he pulled a cigarette out slowly. WhatTheHeck?!

look at his 'sui' look


this group is superb!



Some other fun conversations we had:
-Bladder issue
-Paintball game tactics
-wenghong and sokwai at kinwai's sis wedding dinner
-ways to eat ice-cream
-about kahmun eavesdropping
etc...

20 December 2010 Monday
Spent the whole day watching Code Geass. Finally started and completed first season. Just as I was about to start Season 2, the TV broke down. Ahh~!

21 December 2010 Tuesday
Spent the whole day choosing, editing,uploading pics plus tagging. Went to see the dentist in the evening and he said I might not be able to do braces due to my sensitive gum. He knew I am one with bleeding gum when brushing teeth. In fact, it will bleed suddenly, sometimes.

For more and better view of the pics, please refer my facebook account ba!^^

157,It's OVER?

Yes. STPM just ended this morning at 9.45am. I have tried my best but I know I did terribly. I have no comment.

156.Finally here!

STPM is finally here. One part, I am excited cause the whole form 6 thing will end in less than a month and I will be free to do the things I like! But at the same time, I am very anxious for tomorrow. Tomorrow marks the beginning of STPM. I am very worried that my mind will go totally blank tomorrow cause I experienced this every school exam. Just hope that I will be able to stay calm and that my hand will not get frozen then. Wish me luck! Meanwhile, wishing luck to all SPM and STPM candidates. Sama-sama gambateh ba!!!

155. So totally dead

Argh!! I really hate this-Dream,which keeps coming to me EVERYtime I sleep. Nah..it is no longer just dream. Nightmares are what I am getting recently.
I dream about death, death,death. I dreamt about people dying, people getting murdered, people becoming vampires, people killing one another and myself turning into ghost and still unaware myself dead( in the dream la)
I mean,what are all these supposed to mean? Am I under pressure? STPM is fast approaching and yea, I am still NOT prepared. I so gonna be DEAD!!!That's why I am getting those nightmares I guess.

154.Motivation

Having read Sokwai's and wenghong's list of activities after STPM, I am tempted to list mine as well.^^
-Singapore trip cancelled cause dad didnt manage to get rooms.
-barbecue(on the day STPM ends) woots!
-mini trip with Kahmun(to Cameron Highlands perhaps?...cool breeze is what I crave for)
-get a job(maybe teaching kindergarten kids?They are just so adorable and naive.)
-baking cookies(awww..my favourite)
-Indulging myself with some good romance novels^^
-Intensive Chinese self-learning
-Japanese series here I come!!!!
-Re-read Vampire Knight and Ouran High School Host Club manga.
-Take up new dance lesson.(pole dance perhaps?LOL)
-Painting(Simply not to waste my left-over color paste)
-Class trip to Cherating.(Maybe not the whole class)
-OMG....I almost forget this point-Get a copy of The Sims 3 and Play!!
-Lastly....Date someone? I will have lots of time..And seriously, I will be TWENTY and still SINGLE.Sad case.(Just ignore this sentence)LOL.

153.Holiday-not-enough

Best part about holiday is the contentment of waking up late.LOL.

Besides spending some time for revision, I basically spent my holiday being with friends.

Ping Pong farewell party was held on the first day of holiday(Saturday). I intended to reach there late so that when I reached, I expect food prepared so that I need not grill the chicken myself.I am more senior leh. The juniors should do the job ma right?BUT....to my surprise, not a single chicken wing was seen when I reached the place and none of the new exco members from the Poi Lam gang came, which means the President was NOT there. Excuse- grandma admitted to hospital. Others? (Friend's grandma masuk hospital?) Honestly, it was the WORST WORST WORST WORST farewell party I ever had. Despite of that, thank God Suihann was there to lift the mood up. Everyone 'escaped' early leaving me, Carmun(the host) and Suihann behind to clean the mess up.Rang Eexin up about her whereabouts and was informed that the girls were still at Changjiang. Should have just join the girls from the beginning instead of attending that DUMBASS party.

Another outing with the girls was Karaoke at K-box in parade. Had a great time singing Gaga's songs. LOL.

A birthday-cum-farewell party specially for Eexin was held at Capucino Cafe on Wednesday night. Esther came and initially, she sat directly opposite me and I actually felt pressured cause I was so afraid that I would bore her as I was feeling really tired ( I didnt feel like talking) and I basically was trying hard to dig some topics out of my head to keep her entertained. I was quite relieved that she finally opted to sit over at Zhihui's.LOL. Anyway, I was indeed glad to meet her again.

Brought bro to McD to have lunch. He said GCB is nice and I STILL HAVE NOT tried so yea...But, whenI ordered, the counter lady said,' Sorry miss. The promotion ended yesterday' Can you imagine?! The sad part is not about missing the chance. It's about the fact that I went a day after the promotion was OVER. Argh!!

Raya falls on Friday. As usual, me and family went back Penang, grandma's place. Brought books along to study but thanks to my super-active young cousins that I ended up doing nothing about studies. It was extremely hot these few days actually so the weather actually worsen my mood. Study? Keep skin....Urged dad to bring me out have laksa plus ais kacang since laksa is penang specialty and I seriously needed some icy cold stuffs to cool my body. Asked if my relatives wanted to follow us to have laksa but none accepted our invitation. They gave us some kind of bored look which seems to me that Laksa is nothing special to them. Perhaps ya. They can just have laksa anytime so they treat Laksa as nothing special. I remember once when having penang kuey tiau, I picked those bean sprouts out and grandma kinda scolded me,' Why not eat those tauge? I know penang tauge not as good as ipoh's but you should not waste food like that!' I could feel a slap on my face but I seriously dont quite like bean sprouts.

I have ulcer on both sides of my mouth but that cant stop me from eating nice foods. Hehe.

But....I just found out that I nearly couldnt fit into one of my hot pants so I decided to cut down meals.Wish me luck!

152.Just another entry

The last time I blogged was in mid-July so the reason I'm writing something now is for the sake of posting at least a blogpost each month. This would be for August. And this is a lame entry so dont read if you do not want to waste your precious time.

Life got busier after trials for me. As predicted, I did badly in trials. The reason:Panic. Really have no idea what to do to overcome it. Personally, I do hope for another round of exams so that I am more emotionally prepared for the real one.

I dislike being in the class after trials.The environment is so tensed up. Anyway, just for lil relaxation after exams, we went for a movie one day after trials ended. We watched Sorcerer's Apprentice at Jusco.Although I 've watched once but watching it in cinema is way better than the downloaded version.

Recently,I've been working extra hours on Voyager stuffs and preparation for 1 Malaysia poster drawing competition. Quite disappointed with my performance on Thursday which is the day the competition was held. Seriously, my skill deteriorated.I'm thinking of taking up art classes back after stpm.Anyway, I had Praba to accompany me. It wasnt compulsory to join but just for the sake of having a company, I did not bother to tell him the truth. LOL Funny thing was, he forgot to bring his 'tools' for the competition so I lent him mine. After the thing was over, I accompanied Praba to the canteen for our own recess. We stayed there for about an hour. Why: He was telling me a lot of stuffs about himself which I now gotten to know him deeper. Not only that, he told me stuffs of someone else too and I was totally shocked of whatever I've heard.

On Saturday,29th August,we celebrated Kinwai's 19th birthday. I joined them at lunch at Pengkalan Old Town Restaurant.Had a great time by just listening to their conversation. Went to WH's house after that to watch Avatar-the Airbender. Still, I prefer the anime version. I hate it that they use Western casts.

Today,I followed parents out for shopping since mum said there are sales everywhere. Unfortunately, there were traffic jams at almost every corner plus the weather was super hot plus crowded parking lots could really make someone goes mad. We ended up going Econsave to buy some dairy products and dad suggested having lunch at the foodcourt nearby stadium because we really like the hor hee and ais kacang there but too bad, the hor hee stall is no longer there and ais kacang is not as tasty as before. Headed for PC fair after that. I was reluctant cause I hate crowded places. I met so many familiar faces there.Dad couldnt find things he wanted so he bought me an external hard disc instead. Glad. hee~~Come to think of it, I actually forgotten where I have placed my old hard disc. LOL

WH,Mesut Ozil went to Real Madrid not ManU. LOL.
mesut ozil of Germany

And Chelsea MIGHT be coming to Malaysia next Summer. I doubt I can go to have a look look.Currently listening to Perfect man-Leehom's new song, 'Ni Bu Zi Dao De Shi' and Yise Luo's 'Lai Bu Ji' and Lin Yu Zhong's, 'Lu Guo De Xin Liang' ( Not sure of the Pinyin)

Wang lee hom
See how talented he is!
How I wish I were the girl..LOL

151.Anticipation

World Cup is over and now, we're looking forward to Premier League which is starting in mid August. Dont think I will catch the matches till STPM is officially over. Wait till May next year for the final rounds. It would be more thrilling jek.LOL

There is this news about Jay Chow's concert next year maybe in March. AWWWW..I certainly would like to go! But I wonder how costly the tic would be and who to ask for company. Gotta start saving up now!

How nice if gaga has her concert here too.But was banned by Malaysian government.

150.Suicide methods

Tick yau and us were discussing which best way to commit suicide and that the one concerned wont feel pain. Tick yau claimed that he is scared of height so certainly wouldnt choose jumping from height. LOL. Anyway, as far as I could recall, some of the most common ones are jumping from height, poisoning, burning,hanging and wrist cutting. I would say that I would choose either jumping from height or drowning.At least before I die, I had a chance to fly and for drowning, I can enjoy the cooling sensation in the water. LOL. Dont worry, I am not in emo state whatsoever since I am posting such blog post like this. Just a thought. LOL However, imagine planning a suicide which could deceive almost the whole world that it's a murder case instead of suicide,as a way to take revenge against person who indirectly 'forced' us to die. LOL

149. DELETE

So far, LeeZhihui hasn't offended me in any way. I was talking to Calvin, asking him about ELDS stuffs and maybe try asking whether or not is he expecting a high post in Ping Pong Club.
I asked,'Has ELDS had their interview?'And he said, 'I think yes.' .Then, I added, 'When was it?'.'Yesterday I think'. 'Okay, you think huh...?Did you go for the interview?'. 'Yes, I think so'.Hearing that ,I felt like punching him. What do you mean by you think you went?I guess now the phrase I despise most is 'I think'!!

Watched Toy Story 3 recently and find it quite amusing and touching. It's basically about the boy named Andy who owns the toys has grown up and going to leave for college so his mum gave the toys away to a childcare centre(something like that). The toys were 'brutally tortured' by the super aggressive kids so the toys tried to escape to return to their original place. On the day Andy is leaving, he found the toys in a box and decided to donate them to a gentle kid.He said something like the toys have been with him for years and really love them and hope that the girl will take good care of them. The expressions and the speeches kind of touched my heart. I realize I have no diea where my toys are now. I guess I have disposed all of them. I kind of miss them....

After having the whole series of Death Note successfully downloaded ages ago, I finally made a move to watch it and I like it!!! I seriously adore Light Yagami. He certainly is darn smart. He is the manipulator. He somehow managed to get one of the death gods dead. But we cant say he's cruel. His intention was to kill bad people to create a whole new world free from criminals and I strongly believe that if L wasnt so persistent to get Kira caught, Kira wouldnt kill the innocent ones. Whatever it is, it's also true that he has no rights to kill the criminals. I do wish for a peaceful world with no crimes but it is undeniable that nobody is perfect. If everyone in this world are 'good', the worst of the good is the 'bad' one. And if everyone in this world is 'bad', the best one is the 'good' one. So how do we judge someone whether he is 'good' or 'bad'? Stealing is an offence,everyone knows that but there are cases whereby the offenders are from rich background. Excuse? Pressure. For fun. There are so many other means of having fun so why must they steal? What driven them to act so?Human minds are just so complicated. I bet most of us dont even know what we are thinking sometimes.Sudden urge to study psychology or criminology. LOL

While some wish to have the power to read minds, some, on the other hand, wish for the ability to see the future. I am like...are you sure? What if you see something negative and certainly it would affect your emotion. I am, currently watching a Western series,' Flash Forward' revolving lives of several people as a mysterious event whereby nearly every human on the planet lost consciousness altogether in the midst of their activity which they called it blackout and in this 'blackout' , they had vision of their lives in the future on 29th April 2010, a global flash forward. Quite an interesting series. Some claimed that they have no vision. Reasons could be either they were asleep during blackout OR he/she will be already dead by 29th April 2010. Scary isn't it if you were to know you'll be already dead by then?

148.Sometimes it's better not knowing

I couldn't believe what came into my ears this morning.
Currently, most upper sixth formers are frustrating about new exco and there's this Buddhist Club member(someone who holds high post in the club) confronted me to ask whether or not this specific candidate is capable. This candidate she proposed to become the new Vice President is from MGS. Well, I don't know much about this specific student but I could see that she has the capability. Everyone knows that not many MGS students would choose to join Buddhist Club and thus, she thought of including an MGS girl hoping to get more members coming in, especially those from non-Chinese schools. However, her president has different thought. The president refused to promote this specific student as new Vice P and guess what the lame excuse is? It has been the club's tradition that the president should be from Poilam so if this MGS girl holds a high post such as Vice P,she's afraid that it will be soon dominated by MGS students and her greatest concern is that the future president might not be from Poilam anymore. What the....I mean, alright, then just suggest this specific student from MGS to become the Secretary because most MGS girls could write English reports relatively well. Then I was told that the President doesnt even want any MGS girl to be in the Exco Board. I was like OMG!!!! I cant believe someone whom I initially thought so beautiful,sweet,talented and friendly girl like her having such thinking!!!! I am totally disappointed. It's like she's such a bitch. All this while, she could smile to me but she actually despises MGS students. I mean, we are all now in ACS and you are still in your Poilam-land??? Could you be more conservative than this? Come on!! Open your eyes la! Dont you have brains? You are wiling to sacrifice a capable person to run your 'beloved' club just to keep the tradition of having only President from Poilam? As quoted by a friend of mine, why not just limit the club to Poilam students only? Somemore it's a religious club wor.
BOO sama bullshit president of the queen of Bitches!!!

147. Gagatition

She does love to use repetition in her lyrics huh?
Let's see...

In Just Dance....
Just dance. Gonna be okay.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Spin that record babe.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Gonna be okay.
Duh-duh-duh-duh
Dance. Dance. Dance. Just dance.

In Paparazzi..........
I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-Paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your-
Papa-Paparazzi

In Eh , Eh......
And eh, there's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish you'd never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh

In Poker Face......
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

In Bad Romance........
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

In Alejandro.........
Don't call my name
Don't call my name
Alejandro
I'm not your babe
I'm not your babe
Fernando
Don't wanna kiss
Don't wanna touch
Just smoke my cigarette, hush
Don't call my name
Don't call my name
Roberto

Alejandro
Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro
Ale-Alejandro-e-ro

In Monster.....
That boy is a monster
M-M-M-Monster
That boy is a monster
M-M-M-Monster
That boy is a monster
Er-er-er-er

In Telephone.....
Stop callin'
Stop callin'
I don't wanna talk anymore
I left my head and my heart on the dancefloor

[Chorus:]
E-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e
Stop telephonin'
Me-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e
I'm busy e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e
Stop telephonin'
Me-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e

146.Germany Go Go Go!

Bravo Germany for such awesome victory against Argentina! Honestly, those Germans never fail to impress me since World Cup 2002.From Oliver Kahn's era to Ballack then now we have Muller, Klose or even Ozil and seriously this Ozil do reminds me of James McAvoy.

Ozil

James McAvoy

145.I cant believe my eyes!!!


OMG!! I mean, is that really Lady Gaga?? Heard from some sources that for the coming September issue of Vogue Japan, they are featuring a new male model by the name, Jo Calderone and guess what?! it's none other than Lady Gaga!!! Goodness, she looks more fabulous as a man than a woman. Maybe a mushy kind of guy.

144.She's such a bitch!!

I hate being so indecisive.
I have already went around asking if there's any vacant classroom for I need to occupy it after school for ping pong club exco interview. I was informed that badminton club needs 6AB on 29th which clashes with Ping Pong as well so we decided to use Suihann's classroom, 6AS. Even the monitor doesnt know any other club is using it besides Ping Pong Club until 29th itself when Photography Club made an announcement DURING ASSEMBLY that there will be an interview at the same room at the same time on the same day with Ping Pong Club. It's rather unfair because we were told earlier that none of the club can make announcement during assembly unless it involves ALL students of the school.I was very certain Suihann would give way. He did! and I was totally pissed off. PP club posted an announcement about the interview on 29th on canteen board a week before on Thursday which means on 24th. It is true that we did not apply for any activity through the school neither did they apply but they claimed that they have too posted a notice saying that there will be an interview BUT, I was told that the notice stated that Photography Club will have interview on Thursday 24th at 6AR but only 4 turned up for the interview so she changed the date on the same piece of notice card from 24th to 29th at 6AS. Using common sense,she could only changed it after 24th so she is NOT earlier than us.Judging from first come first served basis, PP club should occupy the classroom not her! She claimed that she was earlier than us because she posted the notice on 22th but that was about an interview on 24th not 29th. She could only change it after 24th.Obviously,SHE LIED about being earlier than us.And she held the first interview at 6AR but why 6AS now. OMG..it sounds so complicated here. Anyway, I was totally pissed off. I hate giving way, it shows that we are weak and indecisive.
Of all days why the same with PP club???
You know who SHE is.

143.Dreamland

I'm afraid I am going to turn this blog into one which talks all about my dreams.LOL.

Anyway, this time is quite freaky honestly. I dreamt of myself dating a much older man. About twice my age. This man in my dream is not anyone I have known. He is a dentist and also a businessman.Rich and smart...every girl's dream guy.LOL. Btw, I kind of saw some of my mates working for him and they were wearing Korean-styled suit. Weird huh? I somehow is very close with them. This man would treat me meals and laugh with me. I thought I treated him like a father but he confessed that he 'love's me...OMG...I was totally stunned. Alright, I did kind of attracted to him. Firstly, he's financially stable, have great profession ,emotionally matured and most importantly, care a lot about me(I mean in my dream, he did act like how gentleman should act) but the age.....seriously... He's like reaching 40 and imagine me dating a man that age in real?!OMG...

Hmmm... I probably have figured out why some young women love to date older men.

Let's see, most women reached maturity earlier than most men of their age. And most men reach maturity level after 30 thus, these young women are just wasting their time with men under 30. They need mature man who can satisfy their needs. Younger women enjoy having someone who can take care of them, who would share some life experiences and are economically stable and matured.While young men are still struggling with their low-paying jobs and prefer watching football match just like other teenage boys than spending time for their girls,older men are different. They have already achieved most life goals and have plenty of time to spend with their loved ones and are more committed to relationship. Whether or not the man is rich?smart?handsome?etc..those traits aren't that important actually. A girl craves for attention. She needs someone who could understand her, care for her and treat her special. Isn't it easy?Do take my advice,guys out there!Heez.

142.That is why I hate dream

I got this very weird dream last night. I was in a shopping complex. Somehow the escalator is super duper weird. You dont stand on it. You sit.???And the escalator will lead you from upper floor to the lower one.There is no vice versa. Dreams are just so weird.And it reminds me of flexible curve. Why.When you shake hard enough, it will bend.

So bro and I was sitting on the excalator from the 4th floor I guess, to the lower floor. Owhkay, I have no idea where I got the strength from but somehow I managed to shake the excalator and it bent to the other side of the building. Parents were led to the other side. On the way to their side, a huge black object fell from the upper floor to the ground. It was a loud thump. Everyone went to look. Some yelled. It was a baby in black sweater. Blood was shooting out from the brain. Scary part isnt when it was already laid on the ground. It was when it was falling. Everything happened so swiftly. Nothing could possibly stop it. Alot who witnessed this cried. Including myself. I hate this. Dreaming of death. On others.

Previously, I had this dream whereby I went to the washroom. This small toilet on a ship which I went round and round looking for so when I finally found one, I quickly opened the door and gosh, guess what I found? A human head in a pool of blood in the toilet bowl. Really like those in horror films. It had super long black hair. Eyes were wide opened staring straight into my eyes. I forgot what happened next. I think I woke up.

Honestly, this kind of dream no longer a nightmare to me. I am sort of used to it due to the frequency. But what are all these supposed to mean?

141.Double J

I'm glad that they finally performed together!!

141.The Axe Factor

I'm talking about a male grooming product brand, Axe or Lynx, owned by the British company which sells body spray, anti-perspirant, shower gel and deodorent for men.

Alright, I know you would be wondering why am I talking about male stuffs. Hahaha...

Cause....I was attracted by their ads.Again, it's about fragrance. They were promoting body spray or something like that and I really love the designs of the 'bottles'!! All sorts of themes they have. For hairspray alone,they have more than 10 choices.From Music to Africa to Spike etc and there's this particular one named AXE Twist, I guess it's a body spray which its fragrance will change. I was like, 'Really arr?' OMG!! How I wish I am a guy cause I so gonna buy it!!!
check it out at theaxeeffect.com

And there's this ad which I found in Youtube. It kinda amused me.^^



So irressistable meh? LOL